How can someone be that way? How can someone be okay with violating another. Do they not expect respect, loyalty and trust? What gives someone the right to push the limits of something so secret?
Oh I am sorry there did I side track you with my protesting and/or as others would call it “complaining.” Let me get back to the my story….
When I first met this new guy I was dating my last first grown up relationship boyfriend. They were like best friends. I was hoping and praying he would not be like his friend, at first he was not. As time went on I started to see that he was no different actually he might be worse.
The longer I hung out with him the longer I started doing the things he did. I started skipping school, dropping out of classes, drinking, smoking, staying out all night, partying all night, but the worst thing was lying to my parents. He was starting to turn me into a rebel a ‘bad’ girl. But that was not the ony thing he was turning me into. I started skipping out on friends, chosing him over them, started to have low self-esteem, and just changing all together. How can someone have so much power over someone?
I was losing my place in life I was losing my way over what, a guy? I thought this was true love. I thought this was everlasting love that we will be together forever. I was 15 how did I know that I was ruining my life. Days and months went on and things changed slowly. I did not know it but my boyfriend the guy I loved started cheating on me and pinning me against his friends, family, and other girls. He was starting to manipulate me. Turning me against other, friends, family and myself. We started fighting. He started throwing things. Threats of leaving and harmful words were starting to be said. It was getting bad, but the naive person I am I looked the other way and did not notice the sign. The sign that said things was only going to get worse.