I obviously did not learn my lesson, because the people that turned their backs on me and tried to get me in trouble were once again my friends. Although this time I did not let my wall down. I know you know the saying keep your friends close, your enemies closer. That is exactly what I was doing. How could I trust these people after everything they had done to me.
After a few weeks my ex and I had ended back up in each others arms again. With him and I it was like magnets. When we were together we pushed each other way but when we were apart we would attract each other back. I thought for sure this time would be different that this time we would work out. That after what we had been through we would be stronger than ever. Little did I know things were just going to get worse.
School had started back up and things was going pretty good. Of course we didnt see each other as much because we went to different schools. Although there were days his mom would pick me up after school. I remember that a couple times he would send me roses. I would brag about how great he was. I was so proud to be with him. I thought I was the most amazing person that I had this great guy. Boy was I foolish.
Days and months went by and we had our good days and we had our bad days. Just like any other couple young and old. We had our up and downs. We lasted though a year if you do not count that break up. I was committeed to him and I thought he was to me. Little did I know that things were happening and I was to naive to see it.
We started to fight more and when we fought things would get physical. If we would start fighting I would start to get scared because I was always afraid he would hit me. Our past had started to follow us and it was starting to ruin our future. He worried and accused me of cheating constantly as I did the same thing to him. Only problem was I never cheated he did.
I thought this was strange though because this was coming out of nowhere. Then I heard the saying “The one accusing is the one cheating.” Well come to find out it is true. I do not know exactly what he was doing to this day, but I do know he was talkng to other females and not in the friendly way. I also know he was kissing or as others put it making out with other girls. It hurt but I looked the other way. I loved him at least thats how I felt.